Monday, October 12, 2009

A Kind of Still Life

Today I had a shoot with Aaron Hawks but our focus was more on capturing a kind of still life with two other models who had to do a kind of balancing act on top of one another while I was the overseer. In my school teacher attire. A kind of dolls of Hans Belmer influence. Should be more like Aaron's early work with his set design' the wallpaper, the room falling apart and wire string and powder.
It was a creative day overall  It was terrible to have to help to beautiful naked girls balance themselves upon one another while I spread the legs open of one of them for the camera. High Heels in the air ooooh nooo don't fall down !!!!! aaahahaha

Those pictures to come but here are a few snapshots of Alley Katze Alex and myself


Be sure to check out Aaron Hawks site for new pictures

Letters I have Received

Here are a few letters I have received I thought I would share as I find them very entertaining....

Dearest Goddess:
The sound of your voice on the phone was so intoxicating.... I love you for taunting me!!
I pulled over into a K-mart parking lot and applied my nipple clips and twisted them until they swelled up and turned purple!!
I looked down and somehow my pants were down around my ankles...
I was wearing my crotchless panties..... 
My cock was very hard like a board!! It was throbbing and oozing pre-cum....
Oh it's so yummy Mistress...  I licked it off my finger in broad daylight!!
I felt like a sissy-whore in need of an ass-fucking, and an ass whipping too!!
I watched two young girls from afar leave the K-mart... They were very scantily dressed and I wanted to stroke my cock but I didn't do it... I suffered in anguish as they got closer...
one was pushing her hair up and the outline of her tits was showing through her blouse as they swung back and forth... she opened the passenger side of their car and got in...
the other older girl opened the trunk and bent over putting the packages in.... her legs were long and sexy and she wore a short skirt and sleeveless blouse buttoned up the front.
She turned and looked right at me... She knew I was watching her and she smiled... I couldn't hold back any longer and started jerking my cock and flailing in my seat.... It was too obvious!
She stopped smiling and said something to her girlfriend and she got out of the car....
They both started walking over to my driver's side door!!
They looked around to see if there was anyone else nearby...I heard the name Gina and then the nearest one said he's jacking off....  She loosened her blouse and showed me her cleavage as she arrived at my window... the other did likewise and they taunted me saying things...  like "come on you fucking faggot and shoot that load!"... "Nice panties there sissy-boy"... I creamed on my belly in two gushing squirts!! .. "Now lick up every drop of your jiz for us!!" I did it as fast as I could... gulping down my frothy spew... Then the younger one spoke...
"I think he's done this before..."  "For sure!" the other one said..."Just check out the nipple clamps!!"  I want you to call my other girlfriend... her name is Mistress Bella Donna and here's the number...she has fetish parties and I would love to see you at the next one... "
Then they walked away leaving me too weak to drive home for about 15 minutes....
I love you Mistress... Don't hurt me too much when you get me in your Devine presence...
I'll do it all at your command... I will suck for you and give up my man cunt for you... Make me a real-time whore my Goddess...  Please!!
Your loving sissy-slut forever,
Here is another...could be hard to read given it is written on notebook paper and got a little wet



Saturday, October 10, 2009

Can I Pack It All into One Suitcase ?

Today, I had a wonderful spanking session a kind of reunion session with a dear slave. We have played on so many levels together that I have to say a spanking session is one that I really love. It is simple but so amazing and catherdic. Given I play or can play on so many levels it is nice to have relaxing spankie spankie time. I love the variations and the variety of sessions. So many different kinds of experiences and that was always what I was after in being able to play full range. Anyway, it was cool and fun.

I have been packing and getting ready to back down to Los Angeles so it has been a lot of organization, doing laundry and being crazy making sure I have  everything and that I am not forgetting anything.

This is a photo of my room and my packing mess....almost ready...LA gonna get on the road tomorrow.

My thoughts are rushing through my head at rapid speed as I make mental notes and wonder what this trip has in store. I have another photo shoot with Aaron Hawks of course. I will be doing a video with Fetish Nation and this time a girl girl shoot with Mz. Berlin so that is exciting. In addition to that I will be doing another video with Smutty Productions so more CBT torture. Cock and Ball torture !!!!!!

I looking forward to seeing friends also and doing some fun things; music I hope soooo ;-)
I want to go see that new zombieland movie gotta check that out. 

And of course sessions more more more !!!!!! I think perhaps I would go mad crazy if I did not get to play and tease and torment men. So get on your knees and crawl to the dungeon to see me. DO IT

I happened to come across this book,  The Deviants Pocket Guide to the Outlandish Sexual Desires Barely Contained in Your Subconscious by Dennis Diclaudio
I highly recommend it in case you need to better define your particular kink and or fetish. It a fun and informative book and contains most every fetish you could think of and maybe a few that you have not thought of.

For those who are interested in BDSM the first thing is defining for the newbies and even those who have oodles of experience it is good to review


and yes there will be a test

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

My Shopping Excursion

Yesterday, I met with my friend Nico for some shopping at Mr. S and Madame S store'sin San Francisco.  I arrived and was checking everything out there is always something new to discover in making a special trip to this store. They have really high quality SM Gear. I have to say it is by far my favorite sex shop anywhere in the world.  Even while I was on tour I ventured into a few porno stores or novelty shops along the way and that is exactly what they are in comparison, novelty stores. If you are serious about your play Mr. S is the one stop SM SUPER STORE. Check out the website also

Here are some pictures I took while being a lookie lou.....

Anal beads really large anal beads not those little pearl beads these are the real deal...

This is a rubber piss pot this is on my wish list for sure I never even knew it existed it would be remarkable for piss play and tiolet training...awesome !!!!

COCK can't get enough of this room full of the best quality Dildos So many to choose from and all of them remarkable

 Big Toy Fun Shop

And chances are you are going to need to Lube Up for the Job and they have all the creams and lubes ya need to get elbow deep

Mr. S had everything you need for Enema Play as well. Nozzles of all kinds including some really nice 4quart Silicone Bags and rubber tubing. I love enema sports !!! They also have the Sure Shot best get yourself one cuz they are amazing and, and they have stainless nozzle attachments.


Golden Consumption & Doggie play grrowl

Hand cuffs and Steel Bondage another Simone Kross Fave
seriously I am not just plugging Mr. S here I am really into this stuff and so you have a better idea of what I am into and what I like on maybe a more serious level. This kind of bondage is inescapable and great for the captive scene in addition to endurance bondage which is challenging hahaha
Those fur lined cuffs are silly cute but not really effective.

Ball Gags and Tape Mummification

Some nice folks checking out the implements for impact play. The single tails and canes are top of the line. and there is enough room in this store to try out a whip or two to see how it feels and cracks.

Interrogation Chair You will tell me everything wont you ? Or Else...

I am big dick obsessed *laughing*
I guess I have penis envy....

These are rubber sounds of various diameter. Eurethral play is also something I really truly enjoy in addition to the Elastratorwhich is used for castration games and severe ball torture. Ohhh Ohhh
Those Stainless Nozzles I mentioned before
so many to choose from. Looks pleasurable yes, it does.

After Mr. S it was time for lunch a late lunch and I was starving thank goodness for Hamburgers and Milkshakes and shiny shiny shoes !!!! Had to hit the Macy's for the MAC make up counter. This really nice guy helped me and gave me some make up tips. I got some new black smeary shadow and some glitter and shimmer lip gloss. Pretty falsie eyelashes too. We also made a trip to  Agent Provocateur I got a really cute ploka dot bra and panty set super sexy

I finally found the Boots I have been looking for aaaaaah. A victoran style boot with the real snap buttons and so If you really really want to make me happy these are the thing !!! I love these shoes and of course they are COACH. The slave that buys me these shoes gets a reward.

Blue Suede Shoes !!!!!!   I MUST HAVE these I think you can understand WHY

It was another amazing day....I will say though SHOE SHOPPING is TORTURE !!!!

Sunday, September 27, 2009


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Folsom is just so damned HOT and well the freaks were out today no question hahahaha

I made it and found parking at the Costco walked over and there of course was one of the sisters of perpetual indulgence at the gate i paid my penance the $7 dollar donation. First I met friends at the Holy Cow I ran into Mistress Lucinda Archer and her BF Image Hosted by

It was fun to hang out on the back patio. I ran into Kendra Knight also who I had not seen in a long while and met up my friend Nico who is visiting from Boston. We chatted and had a drink then my friend Lane showed up also. We were super hungry so we ventured out to try and find ahem
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It was really crowded and so many sexy gay boys aaaaah I love gay boys !!!
We were walking and I ran into more people Byron Knight and Jewel Marceau,
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Link who was working his pervy mustache; he had a hot date.
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Another friend Tom who also had a hot date with amazing boobies.
He made me a wood paddle, hand crafted and he is going to carve my name in it for me also.
I thought that was really nice.

starving.....and hot and thirsty......
and well so was BATMAN so good to see him out and about
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Ok so then we finally made it to the Schnitzel Haus
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and I ordered a German Brautwurst with kraut and potatoes with a coke.
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There was a couple that walked in and waited in line one of the girls in a pony gag and then this guy came in who was wearing yellow rubber pants over a diaper and carrying his lawn chair on his back. Whoa....I mean I have seen some freaky shit and this was freaky.
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Back on the street and we're walking through so much madness naked boys, swinging dicks and men masturbating in public and whooo hooo drag queens. I saw some lesbian girls making out uh oh and hot leather boys grabbing groping each other.

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Isn't San Francisco great !!!!! People can just come out and be kinky and freaky and well it's A-OK

 I did not get to shop much only because I kept running into friends
Mistress Selina Raven was there with her boy Cliff.
Cliff gotta new tattoo. It says "devoted"
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We then ventured over to this booth that sold kinky couture for tots. Kiddie Fetish Wear
YES IT IS TRUE !!!!!  Fetish wear for kids !!!!!
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The Winter Line is coming soon here is the link to the site where you can sign up for their newsletter

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and then as we were leaving I got my picture taken with a tranny living doll and a sexy guy with a mohawk !!! Oooooh a chick witha dick and a punk rock guy yeeeeeah this could be what I call a good time *wink* wink* 

And then there were these two cops walking by so I got my picture with them they were in the vacinity and well I do have a thing for men in uniform *shiver* They were pretty handsome cops too I might add. Oh the SFPD their kinky ahhaha you know it !!!


Sadly never made it to the Eagle and there was a line to get into the Cat Club boooo but it was a great day I had a blast. Just another day at the zoo.

I will be sure to update my youtube channel also with some video here's the link

More pictures coming soon.... on my facebook and myspace also and be sure to check the gallery for updates on my site

FOLSOM FUCKIN ROCKS itsa good time !!!!