Monday, October 12, 2009

A Kind of Still Life

Today I had a shoot with Aaron Hawks but our focus was more on capturing a kind of still life with two other models who had to do a kind of balancing act on top of one another while I was the overseer. In my school teacher attire. A kind of dolls of Hans Belmer influence. Should be more like Aaron's early work with his set design' the wallpaper, the room falling apart and wire string and powder.
It was a creative day overall  It was terrible to have to help to beautiful naked girls balance themselves upon one another while I spread the legs open of one of them for the camera. High Heels in the air ooooh nooo don't fall down !!!!! aaahahaha

Those pictures to come but here are a few snapshots of Alley Katze Alex and myself


Be sure to check out Aaron Hawks site for new pictures

Letters I have Received

Here are a few letters I have received I thought I would share as I find them very entertaining....

Dearest Goddess:
The sound of your voice on the phone was so intoxicating.... I love you for taunting me!!
I pulled over into a K-mart parking lot and applied my nipple clips and twisted them until they swelled up and turned purple!!
I looked down and somehow my pants were down around my ankles...
I was wearing my crotchless panties..... 
My cock was very hard like a board!! It was throbbing and oozing pre-cum....
Oh it's so yummy Mistress...  I licked it off my finger in broad daylight!!
I felt like a sissy-whore in need of an ass-fucking, and an ass whipping too!!
I watched two young girls from afar leave the K-mart... They were very scantily dressed and I wanted to stroke my cock but I didn't do it... I suffered in anguish as they got closer...
one was pushing her hair up and the outline of her tits was showing through her blouse as they swung back and forth... she opened the passenger side of their car and got in...
the other older girl opened the trunk and bent over putting the packages in.... her legs were long and sexy and she wore a short skirt and sleeveless blouse buttoned up the front.
She turned and looked right at me... She knew I was watching her and she smiled... I couldn't hold back any longer and started jerking my cock and flailing in my seat.... It was too obvious!
She stopped smiling and said something to her girlfriend and she got out of the car....
They both started walking over to my driver's side door!!
They looked around to see if there was anyone else nearby...I heard the name Gina and then the nearest one said he's jacking off....  She loosened her blouse and showed me her cleavage as she arrived at my window... the other did likewise and they taunted me saying things...  like "come on you fucking faggot and shoot that load!"... "Nice panties there sissy-boy"... I creamed on my belly in two gushing squirts!! .. "Now lick up every drop of your jiz for us!!" I did it as fast as I could... gulping down my frothy spew... Then the younger one spoke...
"I think he's done this before..."  "For sure!" the other one said..."Just check out the nipple clamps!!"  I want you to call my other girlfriend... her name is Mistress Bella Donna and here's the number...she has fetish parties and I would love to see you at the next one... "
Then they walked away leaving me too weak to drive home for about 15 minutes....
I love you Mistress... Don't hurt me too much when you get me in your Devine presence...
I'll do it all at your command... I will suck for you and give up my man cunt for you... Make me a real-time whore my Goddess...  Please!!
Your loving sissy-slut forever,
Here is another...could be hard to read given it is written on notebook paper and got a little wet



Saturday, October 10, 2009

Can I Pack It All into One Suitcase ?

Today, I had a wonderful spanking session a kind of reunion session with a dear slave. We have played on so many levels together that I have to say a spanking session is one that I really love. It is simple but so amazing and catherdic. Given I play or can play on so many levels it is nice to have relaxing spankie spankie time. I love the variations and the variety of sessions. So many different kinds of experiences and that was always what I was after in being able to play full range. Anyway, it was cool and fun.

I have been packing and getting ready to back down to Los Angeles so it has been a lot of organization, doing laundry and being crazy making sure I have  everything and that I am not forgetting anything.

This is a photo of my room and my packing mess....almost ready...LA gonna get on the road tomorrow.

My thoughts are rushing through my head at rapid speed as I make mental notes and wonder what this trip has in store. I have another photo shoot with Aaron Hawks of course. I will be doing a video with Fetish Nation and this time a girl girl shoot with Mz. Berlin so that is exciting. In addition to that I will be doing another video with Smutty Productions so more CBT torture. Cock and Ball torture !!!!!!

I looking forward to seeing friends also and doing some fun things; music I hope soooo ;-)
I want to go see that new zombieland movie gotta check that out. 

And of course sessions more more more !!!!!! I think perhaps I would go mad crazy if I did not get to play and tease and torment men. So get on your knees and crawl to the dungeon to see me. DO IT

I happened to come across this book,  The Deviants Pocket Guide to the Outlandish Sexual Desires Barely Contained in Your Subconscious by Dennis Diclaudio
I highly recommend it in case you need to better define your particular kink and or fetish. It a fun and informative book and contains most every fetish you could think of and maybe a few that you have not thought of.

For those who are interested in BDSM the first thing is defining for the newbies and even those who have oodles of experience it is good to review


and yes there will be a test