i don't really feel like sharing this fantasy with everyone....so i am gonna skip this question
Friday, April 30, 2010
i am feeling better today...
You answer the questions here so openly and genuine to me and I believe to others as well it gives more power to be more open in our own life,and I thank you for that. you are a gorgeous and a very strong woman have no fear with your faith youll succeed
What is more difficult for you; looking into someone’s eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someone’s eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
looking into someone’s eyes when you are telling someone how you feel. depends on what i am telling them i guess if it's really serious it can be hard for me to do without getting all emotional.
yes, sounds like a hot scene but probably not something i would do unless it was a private situation.
the two men one woman thing is a sexy fantasy for me.
life and love and how things change...i think about what i learn from people and experiences.
my daughters and my friends. going to cool art show performance stuff. the extra action marching band shows i miss the grit and the grimy feeling of oakland; there is no place like it. punk and metal shows and a few of the shops and the organic grocery stores.
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Have you clearly a real sentimental life or is it too complicated to find someone who understand your life's style ?
oh there are so many misconceptions about me i think and my life. i am sentimental, yes and my life is also. i am a romantic perhaps i am in love with the idea of being in love. i have been involved with a few men who understood me and my lifestyle and it was good and they seemed to understand what my needs were on very personal levels. Right now not so much. I've had to let go of my loves and now focus on myself. I am trying to be as open and as forgiving as possible.
Thanks for answering my questions. I did meet you once personally and I know you are genuine and very cool. Playing my guitar makes me happy when I'm worried does it do the same for you?
Happy to answer questions...the music well sometimes i feel it is a curse. It makes me happy it makes me frustrated because I tend have this way about me doing very minimal chords and I am more vocally focused. It makes me feel better it puts me in touch with how I can find ways to express myself even though it is like facing my greatest fears in some respects. The songs are a way for me to reach out and to share them with other people; maybe other people can relate to me in this way also instead of me holding it all inside.
Have you run across someone asking you to do something you just couldn't? Professionally speaking, I mean. Also, I don't mean asking you for something illegal, rather asking you for something that you simply couldn't bring yourself to provide.
yeah...there are a few things for sure I am not into brown showers or scat AT ALL and lot's of guys ask me for this. I'm not into that at all. No red showers or Roman showers either & No sex.
I'm not a prostitute and I'm just not into certain things I feel are really personal or what I even consider to be hygienically unsafe.
Sorry to hear the slow go, I will send you good thoughts, but I know you will make it. Do you have a favorite tattoo?
Thanks...well hopefully things will improve. It took me a little while to settle in and I have been going through some growing pains. A favorite tattoo. I am quite fond of my rino beetle.
I am very child like in the ways that I am so I try and look at the world that way sometimes. I enjoy traveling and other people inspire me. People of all kinds of cultures and other artists. Oh and I think flowers and animals are perfect.
OMG! you are worried your business will fail?!?! Thats terrible, don't worry everything will flow for you. You are the best ever you cannot fail!!
Well this economy has been tough and I moved to LA and honestly things have been slow n go....
right now the answer to that is yes....
love is about acceptance and understanding. for someone to love me completely they would have to understand me on a lot of levels and i would have to do the same for them. love...sigh...it's about partnership and compromise. It is challenging. I have had so many experiences with unrequited love a lot of heart ache. It might have something to do with my lifestyle and that people perceive me in the way that they do. I do feel I am worthy of love...
Good day to You Mistress. What qualities do you find most and least attractive (physical and mental/spiritual)?
qualities in people ? I am guessing that is what you mean. For me the least attractive is people who are lie or are malicious and or deceitful. Ugly is as ugly does. I think it is attractive when people are creative and expressive and honest. Even if the truth hurts at least it is forthcoming and I like people who are "for real" not some fake ass shit. I also think being a spiritual person is important. The magical qualities that people have if they work with their strengths this is a good thing. No matter how hard it is to do it takes courage and we have to live for today for now in this moment.
I would say I wish I were in control of everything but it's like that scene in fight club when
Tyler Durden says to let go of the wheel...it's a hard thing to do...to let go it's difficult. Things go the way they do. A really good friend of mine told me the only thing we can really do is to control our reaction or response. Sounds easy enough but I am thoughtful about my choice to act or respond this takes practice and sometimes we have no choice but to let go of people and situations or circumstances.
Can you describe your life with a six word sentence? Here's mine: My heart continually expands in joy.
I completely trust in the universe.
I think that if you pour a glass of something let's say I am pouring a glass of milk until it reaches the top and then I drink it or consume it then if I am still thirsty I need to pour myself another glass of milk. I have never much liked this saying. I wake up every day and I do what is right in front of me. I hope this answers this question. I don't know really...
I don't like to IM not on myspace not on FB not really anywhere. It soaks up my time with guys who want to talk with me about kink or perv out. My feeling is that like a psychologists people have to pay to talk with one and they should have to make contributions for my time. When I log and the chat is on my computer lights up like a Christmas tree. It is overwhelming and most guys just say hey baby and want to hook up. It's annoying....
I have three guitars. One Ibenez Acoustic, one is a Les Paul Zakk Wylde electric...and I have a beautiful black Epiphone that is a semi-hallow. A favorite I would have to say right now the acoustic. I think I jive with it more my sound ya know. Actually, I wish I could just focus on singing rather than struggling with the guitar. I love my guitars though. I love going to guitar shops and just staring at all of em.
I definitely understand the Prodomme thing, and I assume you have the integrity to let those who are quasi slaves know its NOT real, but I specifically asked about those you consider your personal slaves, lifestyle? Maybe I used the wrong terminology.
I don't have any personal slaves now. I have and I did and those men are among my dearest of friends and are considered and are a part of my family. We all changed on many levels and our lives changed so things are just different now. They are marked for life tattoos and branding's and emotionally so am I
You mentioned having a personal slave "is like having a relationship of sorts", does that mean that your slaves aren't meaningful to you. I mean either it is a real personal relationship or it isn't, just business perhaps.
Here is the thing....I am a PRO-DOMME
so there is the business end of this right...I care a great deal actually about my clients. Clients have different needs and they are NOT really slaves. This slave thing the term is thrown around so loosely. I think I care too much actually. I give careful consideration to those who ask to be my personal slave I would want to be able to have all the open communication that I would in a relationship. It depends on the individual I am negotiating with though. Slaves have different desires and needs and what about mine. There is still give and take in relationships they cannot be one sided. Comunication is key. I have been in life style 24/7 BDSM relationships and also done my "JOB" I like my "JOB" It seems like people think it's all about the money. I have been a pro-domme for 13 years now do you think that is all about the money because sometimes I might make a $1000 bucks in a week and sometimes nothing at all. I never know... I guess what it comes down to is this, I really like what I do and I am damn good at it. I got one hell of a reputation (laughing) Some people are even scared to call me since the word is I am a true sadist but I tailor the sessions to the client. I play within their parameters and or limits. I am into most everything so I enjoy it I get off on it, Especially psychologically !!!
I don't really do drugs at all. I smoke a little weed and I haven't really been doing much of that either these days. I have a drink here and there but I can't drink much or I get sick. I used to do drugs wayyyy back in my twenties ya know acid, X whatever. I could never handle the drugs very well. Some folks assume I might be a junkie or do a lot of drugs I have never done heroin and I hate cocaine i don't think i can do acid ever again i have always had bad trips on e. YUCK at best i have had a few good times on magic mushrooms. I don't need drugs...maybe an anti anxiety pill would be helpful once in a while.
Oh this is tough...I have been struggling with being a musician for a while now and I have terrible stage fright. I feel I have so much more confidence as a Dominatrix but if I had to choose I would choose to be a singer songwriter. Luckily I do not have to choose I can be both.
You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You get enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call?
One call damn... I would want to call my daughters both of them if I had to pick only one to call I don't think I could do it.
It is harder for me to tell someone I love them.
In the past it would have been Kendra Knight now I mostly session solo.
I adopted the name Simone from a character in a book called Story of the Eye by Georges Bataille. I liked the name and Kross had many different associations. the religious implications, the Saint Andrews cross, A stern and cross woman or mother figure. The gothic thing spelling it with a K changed it a bit. I think it is a strong name and I need a feminine but strong name.
How long does it take for you to decide if you want to turn a client into a personal slave/sub? Can you tell right away? Or has this ever happened?
I have had a few personal slaves...I don't know how long it may take me to decide. I have had slaves ask me and I cannot commit to an entire stable of slaves and slaves require attention and care. With some it is like a relationship of sorts. I could have a houseboy or an female apprentice. I don't think I want a full time personal slave right now.
no...ivan was the king of cats. i was traveling to much and now i don't know if i can have an animal. i would like to have a dog but it is too much of a commitment. i was thinking i might get a couple birds. cats will claw up the dungeon furniture and a dog is an issue if i have a session besides a dog deserves to have a great big yard.
When I was 30 I dated an 18 year old guy who I went to college with. He was interesting I don't think I would ever date taht young again I also went out with a 22 year old 4 years ago. Although, I don't think dating guys that young have been so great I have nothing in common with them. I still have yet to date a man older than I am. I usually like men in their mid to late thirties and early forties. They have more going on for themselves and have more experience. I tend to be a complicated woman for most men to handle and I would not classify myself as a "cougar" (laughing) I have a youthful energy and have a strong independence. I think though when it comes to "dating" I am not really so promiscuous. I would say I am more a one man kinda gal. This one man though would have to get me on a lot of levels and accept me for all that I am.
hi simone you look absolutely great!, i met a guy who wants me to piss on him and slap him in the butt. does that mean he is a sub or switch or what?. what shall i do next? i am a masochist
I would guess he is only really a bottom not a true submissive personality and also a switch. Definitely kinky... If you are a masochist and you only have the desire to bottom then you might now have the desire to top him, i don't know. If you want to explore this with him then great try it and have fun. get down n dirty. haha
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Are you happy ? Sometimes yes and sometimes no. I am a human being and have all the emotions anyone does. I have days when I am sad, mad elated, silly or whatever i have had my fair share of heartbreak and had a lot of joy also. I have been through some serious "hard times" and I am stronger for it. I have good days and bad days ya know no one can be happy all the damn time I don't believe that is even possible. So I have my ups n downs. It's a choice to be happy but emotions are emotions you feel what you feel when you are in IT.
Y dominatrix...I get the whole power kick, butt what makes U wanna B mistress? Personally I reserve the right 2 B a BITCH; and am not in2 humiliation; what has happened in Ur life that has given U such a desire?
Well you may reserve the right to be a bitch, I suppose all women do. I am not really a bitch though I am actually pretty down to earth and nice. I suppose I was destined to become a Mistress. I fell in love with a very kinky man and I started working as a professional submissive in 96' and then started switching a bit he taught me how to dominate him and I trained under some pretty amazing Mistresses at the Shadows a house of BDSM in Oakland. My becoming a Mistress just happened; it was and is my path in life I suppose. I feel that bdsm can be a very spiritual, healing and cathartic experience it is not just about the power kick it is about power exchange. I feel I can connect with people who desire to play out their sexual fantasies and I am able to bring those fantasies to life for some. It is very interpersonal work. I enjoy being a Mistress most of the time there are days of course when I might not be in the mood but if I have a session on one of those days it tends to bring me into a different head space which is good. I am able to differentiate between my persona and who I really am. Being a Mistress has been and is an amazing life's journey. I have had both good times and hard times but I have been passionate about it and true to it's philosophies and committed to excellence.
high heel shoes, shoes...and anything that makes me feel sexy and tight jeans
i do not ask or know...
So Golden Showers is hot and sexy for you are you maaking the slave drink straight from the source or from a glass? Do you preferred pissing on his body or into his open mouth? What about a cocktail Your piss and the slave or slaves cum ?
all of theeee above
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
yes, i like CBT and yes, i do it well...from simple cock and ball bondage to some extensive work. electrics, piercing, weights, whipping, stretching, smacking, pulling, kicking. it depends on what the slave enjoys tho i won't just go crazy on the family jewels i know how delicate they are.
my tattoos have very significant meanings, yes. certain experiences that transformed me or changed me all of them very sentimental. all very personal stories, right...and is a lot about my growth and my loves.
oh i love all that but golden showers are HOT HOT SEXY SEXY
Do you like directing a male on male action in a ForceBi play? and do you enjoy more seeing an Oral sex between the Men involve or you more of an Ass fucking preference? Do you have Slaves on call for such acts?
yes, i do and have many times. i enjoy seeing the oral sex probably more it can be difficult in these circumstances for men to perform at their peak at least that has been my experience. there are nerves and the apprehension and for the boys to really psyche themselves out and get into the scene completely. i do not have slaves on call for these acts no not here in LA in SF more so but i was based there for so long and have only been in LA 3months. you can't just call me and ask for this kind of session either you need to have seen me a few times before i grant this kind of session.
Monday, April 26, 2010
That is a fun fantasy but I cannot have a live in slave or dog. You could perhaps book an overnight or extended session and live in my cage for a little while just not all the time. I could board you for a shorter period of time tho.
I have only ever played in London as a visiting Mistress a few years ago and I would still like to visit London again and Germany. Paris also. I am just not sure exactly how to go about things when I am abroad and it can be expensive to travel unless I had a reliable slave to travel with.
The Night Porter with Charlotte Rampling was my first introduction into submission. Your photo session where You recreate the poses, with the leather gloves is amazing. Do You love the movie too?
i do love that movie...the first time i watched it i was on an overnight train from Florence, Italy to Paris...my friends were in a bunk below me and they were getting it on the train was cool and the movie was amazing !!! i do really love that film. glad you like the photo's Perry Gallagher really captured me well in those photo's i think.
Your film Diabolical Cruelty is the most erotic BDSM film ever made! This is not so much a question as worship of Your Essence. When You start wailing on some schmuck, it's obvious that You really get off on it. If only i could suffer for You!
well i don't see slaves as schmucks hahaha submission is a gift to the sadist in my opinion and my slave in that movie was the best slave i have had. i do get off on the administration of punishments that is certain since i am a sweet sadist *laughing* i am glad you like the film it was the first bsdm movie i did and it was nominated for an AVN award so that was cool didn't win but it was great it got the nomination. it pleases me that you have dreams of suffering for me i like that.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
i was 30 when i got into bdsm a little more hard core. i would say i was in my early twenties when i discovered a few things but i didn't get really into it until later on when i met this man who i ended up falling in love with and he was intense no question about that. we were into some heavy duty stuff and he is the reason i got into it so deep but he always said it was about me and it is.
do they really ? i'm not sure about that i would like to think that with a few select men i would make them feel stronger and that they would be honored to have me stand by them. i do not feel that all men are weak that is just dumb submission is a choice
hahaha well i am a size queen !!! I LOVE BIG COCK but if what you think that you have a big cock and that you might get to fuck me the answer is nooooo no no. (laughing) big cock equals big ego !!! there is a big difference for me between my pro life and my personal life i save the intercourse for my personal life and if i happen to do a porn film but i do not offer sex in sessions once again there is a legality issue there. i won't break my no sex rule
With some men I can tell and others sometimes maybe not. A man may drop hints but I will say one of my ex's he was a super submissive slut and at first i had nooooo idea and then i got hit with all these surprises. i love that...ya know sexual discovery is really cool as long as you are open to it and don't judge yourself or your lover. although if you are not into it whatever IT is uhm you're just not into it.
Now days I would say I am not into novices so much at all...so i would say i would be more into using a submissive man one who is responsive and into it THAT is HOT
Not much anymore...I started out as more of a submissive. I am particular very particular about who I allow to top me. It is difficult as I myself feel I am very vulnerable I need to be in control. On a personal level though with my lover I prefer the man to be more in control. It's a matter of balance for me. I like to switch a bit just not professionally.
i am looking inside of the slave it seems when i look into their eyes i am making a connection and i have no idea what goes through my head sometimes my thoughts are racing so it is hard to slow them down when i slow my thoughts down i can follow my intuition in those moments and my thoughts or ideas lead me through the session. honestly though when i am looking at you dead on i can use that as a tool or a weapon. looking into your eyes i can use this to intimidate you or seduce you it is very powerful.
yes....G I R D L E 's i want to see if i can make it as an installation piece and then see if it is possible to jump on it. hahaha
i am into a lot of different kinds of music so i'm all over the place with this one. i feel like the Rolling Stones are the best band ever. BLACK SABBATH FOREVER !!!
I am into older PJ Harvey and Nick Cave and they are pretty big influences for me and Patti Smith. Today I was listening to Lydia Lunch in the car. i dunno dub step is also cool i can get into that a bit. Noise bands not all of em some of em Nurse with Wound. Let's seeeee I am definietly into old spirituals and blues or gospel (deep souther n roots kinda stuff)
i like music with a little banjo and a little fiddle i love outlaw country. of course some old school punk stuff but i tend to like bands like eye hate god or thrasher metal and stoner metal High On Fire also i love going to those kinda shows and watching the boys thrash around. i like Pantera, Led Zepplin, Lynard Skynard, Bessie Smith, Big Mama Thorton, The carter Family, Johnny Cash of course and The legendary Hank Williams Sr. and Hank 3 i can even get into some funk James Brown or whatever i like Coltrain and Classical even opera.
Friday, April 23, 2010
Are the memories of a grat session belongs to the Mistress or the slave? Do you think it is right that a slave after a great session can use the memories to masturbate many times without rewarding the Mistress?
The memories belong to both the Mistress and the slave especially if we share the experience together. And yes, if the slave masturbates to the session i think that is appropriate unless given specific instructions not to. And he should be thoughtful to show appreciation to his Mistress...
NO SEX or sexual activity in sessions BDSM ONLY !!! i have only ever performed sexual activities for porno shoots and my lovers NOT clients or slaves. i'm NOT gonna fuck you
Thursday, April 22, 2010
i usually only ship fedex...
these questions are for you:
my personal agent ? what are you going to do for me ? and what's in it for you ?
If a good friend who you know has a huge foot fetish asks if he could remove your footwear that you've been wearing ALLDAY without socks and sniff your barefeet, would you let him?
a good friend....uhmmmm only if it were Colin Rae
Your barefeet are dangling off the edge of the bed as you try to sleep, but your man's brother who thinks you're asleep sneaks in to start sniffing your feet... Do you PRETEND to be asleep as he sniffs away or KICK HIM in the face?
kick him the face
You walk away from your work desk for a minute leaving your shoes unattended under your desk; when you return you find a note inside saying "I love your foot aroma and Thank you.": are you OFFENDED or FLATTERED?
well this note would have to come from a slave boy who would have to be in my office so flattered. i don't have a "regular desk job" lol
If you accidentally found a hidden closet full of 5000+ hardcore porn DVDs, S&M/B&D equipment, and RealDoll love dolls at your mans house, would you LEAVE HIM or SHARE with him?
There is no way I would leave him !!! hahaha I would love him more i think...so SHARE...
great...it's nice...modern and a comfortable place. it's home and will more than likely continue to be a work in progress. i have two cages a beautiful cross and two amazing bondage horses. Downtown Willie did a great job with the furniture and I am happy with my medical station also. It is really a great location and a cool place to be in downtown LA
During missionary sex, your man pulls out of your pussy to cum on your belly, but he cums so hard that the jizz shoots all the way up to your face, hitting your eyeball: Are you IMPRESSED or ANNOYED?
i would think that is funny... altho it suxxx to get cum in yer eye
And about porn. When Sasha Grey went to Tyra Banks program. Tyra tried to said porn is bad. For me, porno is not bad for itself. It depends how you do it.
i do not think porno is a bad thing...the business can be tough though and you have to have the right head on your shoulders to be a sex worker that is certainly true in my opinion. porn is not a bad thing it is another way in which some of us "porn stars" have freedom to express ourselves and it is "big business"
I mean, sometimes, in usa, or capitalism world, sex is still a taboo. Everyone likes sex, but not all the people talk about that. For example, look the transexxual world in usa, they are considered sick...For me, they arent sick.
sex is taboo in so many countires really...i don't think people are comfortable just talking about sex openly it is really so very very personal although i think it is good to talk about sex but not everyone is going to open up and just talk about what gets them off or what their kink is. some people are into some super kinky stuff and would not trust just anyone with their naughty secrets. the transexxual world is judged very harshly in more than just the US i would imagine it is just not accepted. i have had good friends who are transexuals and they have their problems like we all do ~ people are people and for those that judge look in the mirror and question yourself
What's your opinion about Genesis P-Orridge? He changed his body, like a Cronenberg film. Other question...Do you feel sometimes fear, because your job, in the double moral country, usa?
I have no issue with Genesis P-Orridge changing his body...it is his body to change.
I'm not sure I understand the phrasing of the second part of this question exactly however, I do not fear becuase of my job no. And USA is a double moral country I have to ask what do you mean ? The US has a lot of morality issues in general especially when it comes to sexuality
i haven't read any books by Dennis Cooper or Camille Paglia...i will have to make a note and be sure to get some next time i am at the book store.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
I am now available for session in downtown LA at my private studio and the place has come together really nicely. So things are positive, things are good. I am looking to build a more regular client base and getting to know some more kinksters in the LA area so I need to get out and about. I got word that LA Dom Con is coming up so I will have to look into that I would really like to attend.
Things have been pretty chill...hopefully they will get more interesting......
Okay and so I am off to go have drinks with a friend